Should i consider a divorce?

You do not have to jump from any building, you do not have to cry anymore, you do not have to worry about this man again. Simply file your papers for a divorce. Go to an attorney and ask to speed it for you, because you were waiting for a good trusting man and you were fooled, so you do not want to form part of that scam. I mean, when you lose the trust in your partner, why are you going to stay in the relationship? I am simply telling you my opinion, what I would do in your case. But think about it. You do not need that loser in your life, beside, he is not the only man in this world. Get rid of him, don't waste even words with him, not a single drop of tears either. Celebrate getting out on time of a relationship where you could be lose more than this time. Open yourself to new possibilities and positive ones. Good luck to you!