Single mom, starting to unravel? :(?

Well it is very confusing I think. But it does seem to me that you are happier with your ex then your boyfriend. It's important to be happy and more important, your son being happy. If you move in with your ex would he care for your son as if it was his? If you guys ever fight will he bring up that your son isn't his? Your boyfriend doesn't seem to be in your life or your son's life either, which every child deserves a dad and mom. Plus, if you move to Texas you will hardly be with your ex if he's in the military [don't you think] so it's kind of the same thing, but you will be happy the times he's there with you. But also, you have to think about your son's dad. It's all up to you... Hope the best for you and your son!